28/06/09

Today is quite a funny day for me.

Why I say so?

Because this afternoon I taking nap and I had a dream.

The dream is so funny.

Because I though today was still Saturday afternoon.

I still got lotsa time to do mine thing.

Then suddenly I wake up.

OMG~

Now already 4++ pm and is Sunday.

What The H*ll.

I quickly wake up and continue back my thing.

lol...

What The F**k.

Summary can't finish already.

Then just now someone called me.

Mother F**Ker.

I shock by my own ring tone.

zzz...

F**king no comment to myself.

What can I comment for today?

I comment it with a few dot.

...day...

24/06/09

5.30 am untill now, I still can stay awake.

lol...

What should I say?

Geng.

Tomorow going to see Mr. Teh.

I know what he expect from me.

I just cant get it done for him.

I am lazy yet time is not sufficient for me to do so.

Luckly I still got some idea for my dissertation.

But dont know it work or not.

lol...

Need to get start with my journal article.

If not tomorrow sure cant answer his question.

For sure he will ask me alot of question.

And that what he always do to me.

Always ask the question which I hardly to answer back him.

Life with him is getting harder and harder.

With no day and no night I have to do for my thesis.

Bored feeling.

18/6/09

This few day back pain.

Why?

Because of last Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday play basktetball.

Stress a lot and not getting enough of nutrient and rest.

The effect I get is pain in anytime.

Quite suffering.

This few day shouldn't have sport

But I still maintain some slow jog.

Why?

Because I love sport.

Yet I still look fat.

But now undergoing some treatment and therapy.

hope can recover fast.

Jackson told me I need to take protein, vitamin C and Calmag.

Hope it really help.

Look like it need some time to recover.

So friend this few weeks I won't join you all for basketball.

Hope you all understand my situation.

Sorry~

But friday night maybe I will play with my cousin.

Haha...

I'm naive...

Today is just another normal day for me.

I wake up early in the morning and sleep back again.

That the time I dream of a lot of thing.

Dream of alot of unhappy thing.

For no reason.

-_-'''

I try so hard to avoid myself involve in all those stuff.

I try so hard not to think of it.

I do everything I could.

But in the end what did I get?

I get nothing but suffering myself.

I try to be normal.

Very normal.

But once I get there.

I can't even be myself.

I'm totally different person.

I try to run away from them.

No matter how hard I try they still there.

Now even study I do not care no more.

I locked myself.

Now no body know my feeling.

Now I give up.

I dont wish to care no more.

All will be end here.

That all for it.

I pull myself out and that all.

Bye and Farewell...

I want to cry but I scare.

The feeling deep inside my heart.

I feel sad and I want to cry.

But I dont dare to do so.

I'm naive!

05/06/2009

Well what happen this day?

We all busy with dissertation tittle.

This is the final assignment which will decide weather we will graduate for Advance Diploma.

So we all fight for the topic we interested with.

Well I confirm my topic abit earlier and been approve by supervisor.

But unluckly my topic is not easy to do with.

But that is ok with me.

So after confirm my topic what alse I do?

Sure go disturb other who haven decide theirs.

haha...

Start from Wednesday I went help them to think of what interesting topic and easy to do with.

Not say help, just giving my idea to them.

Well I am not really a good person either.

In case of giving positive idea i also giving them some negative idea.

Making them going nut.

haha...

So today one of my friend getting her supervisor, and she is extremely happy with it.

Why?

Because she getting the supervisor she want.

Well I am hapi with what she happy with.

At last she not wasted this few day with less sleeping hour to search for the topic she want to do with.

I know she worry about it.

So i try to help her out.

Give her some guide line although I am not good in it.

I dont know got help her or not.

But in the end she still get it.

Well what alse I can say other then congratulation.

Before I stop here I wanna wish all of my friend good luck and all the best in last year of our college life.

Let us fight until the last drop of our brood.

加油!!!

Well I know this picture is not relevent but it still show that I support you all.

Haha...